Nobody above me just sky – losing the direct family that are older than you.
The new normal – Not having her there to talk to, text, brag, complain, rely on.
Something about things being normal but not. Liken to moving to the new house and forgetting what old house felt like. – You move on and almost forget what it was like before. The world doesn’t stop but you don’t feel right.
You can’t take a rat to a funeral